Just a thought
You shouldn't have gone there;
should't have done that
I wasn't there to halt your actions, nor was I able to remain in your memory long enough to intervene in the thought process that seemingly took over your sensibilities...
It's such a shame
really
Because like you,
I knew the instant it happened.
I deperately attempted to look away, into the other direction
as you slammed into yet another wall.
Living day to day, no course set, will do that to you
I would suppose
We tug and war over the intangible
because no one is quite certain
we've all been harmed
in one way or another
though some continue to further this pursuit
it's not I
who would
They say that we are mirror images of one another
forces of nature bound by the laws of the internal
though one regards
as the other
disregards
I've been here before
It's not home
It's far from it
If you aren't the real thing
Then you really aren't good enough
there is no necessity in settling
no affection worthy of taking three steps backward
you either comprehend where true beauty radiates (from)
or you drown in the shallow
I dive into the depths
I stopped giving a damn...such a long time ago
I knew long before the others
that the strength that I possess meant that I could
even when you weren't near
I could still stand true to the melodic rythm that my heart pounded to
You shouldn't have gone
you should be here...
not one word would have halted me from running to you
to catch you
as you fell
There comes a time when you set it all aside
take a deep breath
and dive...
You just shouldn't have gone
waking up on that side
knowing that I would surely would wake
realizing...
That I too
am gone
From my hand to yours,
Sawyer
Saint Andrews
