Saturday, March 27, 2010

"Nemo me impune lacessit" Nobody treads on me with impunity...














Hello...just returned from a jog and was sitting on top of the mess, lol
Sure, I could've cleaned up but I was busy chillaxing...
John and I are collaborating on a project. Do you recall the Rafeal series?
It's 3 more books in the Pater Nostras, canis dirus series.
Thought y'all might enjoy to hear more about the werewolves with the incomprable John Brodrick fighting the good fight.
Here's an excerpt from that series...

Rafeal Ab Intitio (from the beginning)

(John Brodrick)

"And I shall stand, here, at the Pleroma Sanctuarie for it was I am called to do by the eternals.
I will not faulter, or fail you. I heed the words of the rendition...in this I am true enough.
Were I to turn and run from the responsibilties bestowed upon me, I'd be no less than the beasts that I raise my sword to.

I have taken possession of the dear Sawyer.

It wasn't an option really...

She'd no' leave the side of Declan McDaniels.

Left with no choice to speak of, I drugged her and tossed her in the back of my auto.

Rather archiac of me shouldn't you think?
Yet this is precisely what I indeed acted out...as an agent of such I will do what I must.

Sawyer protested quite a great deal, on her behalf I applaud the grand effort to stay her course.

Pointless of course.

My temperment doesn't afford this latitude, for her or anyone else.

I am not a man to be triffled with, on this day or any other.

I was furious with McDaniels for his treatment of my person.

Who was he to threaten me?
He had no idea who, or for that matter what I am...

And so you ask, what have I got to do with Sawyer and her life?

I came into her rather abrubtly.

She had been writing about me for years, though she'd not admit this fact to you or anyone else.

She'd have you believe that the tell was all to do with Declan or Ethan.
It wasn't.
One look at me and she knew this to be true.
>Yes, I do resemble McDaniels and Ethan...can't begin to expound on the surreal nature of that fact.

I glance over to her serene face and wonder what all of the fuss is about...
She's no' the glamerous women that I've seen to my bed, yet I am compelled to seek in her what I could not with others.

The Saint is the 'real deal' as they'd remark.

I don't really give a damn what others say, opinion means nothing to me.

I follow my heart, I lead, I do not follow.

So we embark on this quest together, whether she is finding me agrreable or no'.

For the moment we remain friends, in the future we shall see where fate brings us.
One thing is for certain: I will forge forward and erase all memory of these men from her mind.

There is fact and there is fiction.

I am real.
I will take what belongs to me...

And Sawyer belongs to me...


(Declan)
>It was a grave mistake to stop believing in her
Letting go

I bore witness as my life, etched away from the temple we had built to house our love

It was all for naught

I'm a complex man riddled with the regret of vascillation

I had known; realized from the moment of extent that her heart was mine

I held what might have been in the palm of my hand

Fell to my knees as it crashed before my feet

How could I have ever been so bloody foolish?

It's a question that I've no true answer to

No response adequete enough for my soul to realize cure

I've lost her
Foresaken the promise of 'us'

He knew everything...

Brodrick utilized this to take hold of what was mine
>and unlike me he decided to give it his all...

He brought her to Pleroma Sancturie to place her mind at ease...

I will do whatever it takes to find them, and when I do...heaven help that man...

He will not survive my wrath, this I vow....


(Sawyer)


I lay there in wait, immobilized by the drugs coursing through my veins...

I am embarresed that
I afforded John the latitude to 'fix' us drinks.
I openly trusted him implicitly.
That was a mistake, evidently as I lye here motionless.

I don't believe that he means me any true harm...

Yet I grow exhausted in the knowledge that he too, in all probability will exploit all that is me.

I always warn them not to.

They seemingly never pay mind to this fact.

Yes, I effect change, but if your heart doesn't hold truth- you can bet that you will faulter.

It is the backlash to my gifts...

I do wonder if he holds this within his person, though I'd never bother to ask.

John doesn't hear my omission, though it screams through my mind, racing back and forth attempting to fall past my lips.

He remarked that he was removing me for my own safety, that Sanctuarie would serve us both well enough...

I'm not certain as to how I feel about this.

I am about to find out though it seems, yeah?
As a point however, I would like to remark that my mercedes is far better than John's.

Silver is not my color, black is.

Ah well, if one is to be kidnapped, at least he chose the correct vehicle to transport me in.

I suspect that Declan will find me soon and this nightmare will end.
This is a hope that I cling to on this day...

Redemption only comes to me through him, why on earth would John tear my person away from that?

Well, I've been working non stop for days, so I'm hoping that you enjoy this brief blog today....

Enjoy your life;

Don't settle for anything other than the real deal.
Nothing is so shiney, so new so brilliant in glance that it is worth setting aside what your heart truly requires....
From my hand to yours,
Sawyer
Saint Andrews